This week has been tough for many reasons that again I can not divulge here. However, through these circumstances I have continued to search Scripture, read books, and reflect on past experiences to assist me in moving forward. While reading, I came across some wisdom and instruction I received years ago regarding forgiveness and bitterness. It was given to me during a season when I was struggling to let go of many past hurts and disappointments.
Because the instruction and wisdom is based on Matthew 18: 21-35, I will share it in it's entirety.
- King/Master = God
- 1st Debtor/Man/Creditor = Me
- Fellow Servant = Those I am angry, upset and/or bitter towards
The Parable of The Unforgiving Debtor
21 Then Peter came to him and asked, “Lord, how often should I forgive someone[a] who sins against
me? Seven times?”
22 “No, not seven times,” Jesus replied, “but seventy times seven![b]
23 “Therefore, the Kingdom of Heaven can be compared to a king who decided to bring his accounts up to date with servants who had borrowed money from him. 24 In the process, one of his debtors was brought in who owed him millions of dollars.[c] 25 He couldn’t pay, so his master ordered that he be sold
—along with his wife, his children, and everything he owned—to pay the debt.
26 “But the man fell down before his master and begged him, ‘Please, be patient with me, and I will
pay it all.’27 Then his master was filled with pity for him, and he released him and forgave his debt.
28 “But when the man left the king, he went to a fellow servant who owed him a few thousand dollars.[d] He grabbed him by the throat and demanded instant payment.
29 “His fellow servant fell down before him and begged for a little more time. ‘Be patient with me, and I will pay it,’ he pleaded. 30 But his creditor wouldn’t wait. He had the man arrested and put in prison
until the debt could be paid in full.
31 “When some of the other servants saw this, they were very upset. They went to the king and told him everything that had happened. 32 Then the king called in the man he had forgiven and said, ‘You evil servant! I forgave you that tremendous debt because you pleaded with me. 33 Shouldn’t you have mercy on your fellow servant, just as I had mercy on you?’ 34 Then the angry king sent the man to
prison to be tortured until he had paid his entire debt.
35 “That’s what my heavenly Father will do to you if you refuse to forgive your brothers and sisters[e] from your heart.”
After reading and processing this passage I was instructed to:
Step One: Make a list of all the things the offending person(s) had done to hurt me.
Step Two: Make a list of the things I've done to hurt God (ie. Lied to Him by making promises I do not keep. Tried to be the leader of our relationship. Not spending quality time with Him. Etc.)
Step Three: On List #2 check off all the things for which God has forgiven me
Moral of the story:
- Acknowledge the debt, yet choose not to collect what is owed you.
- God forgave my debt. Forgive the debt of others.
I wish it was that simple, but I realize (from experience) that it is not. However, inserting my name in this parable helped change my perspective. After acknowledging the magnitude of my own debt and God's grace in forgiving that debt I have been better equipped to forgive and extend that same grace to those who have hurt me.
Hebrews 12:15 (NLT) says "Look after each other so that none of you fails to receive the grace of God. Watch out that no poisonous root of bitterness grows up to trouble you, corrupting many.
A Few Potential Consequences of Harboring Bitterness:
- You become a slave to the person(s) you're bitter toward. You lose your freedom.
- You have a tendency to become like the person(s) you're bitter toward
- Bitterness causes physical problems. Your health suffers.
- Bitterness in one relationship spills into other relationships, marring and scarring new relationships.
- Bitterness leads to spiritual damage.
- Bitterness affects your appearance negatively.
- Bitterness can lead to addictive behavior
Why Do We Hang On To Bitterness:
- We don't believe God will provide justice without "our help" and worry that if we forgive, they will be "off the hook."
- We don't know how to get rid of our bitterness
- We believe (falsely) that our bitterness protects us.
Therefore, if you are struggling to forgive someone for a deep wound or a simple incident where you didn't see eye to eye I want to encourage you to read Matthew 18: 21-35 inserting your name and the name of the one who wronged you. Make a list following steps 1 through 3 realizing as you check off each offense that God has forgiven you, you are able to forgive others.
Ephesians 4:31-32 (NIV)- Get rid of all bitterness, rage and anger, brawling and slander, along with every form of malice. Be kind and compassionate to one another, forgiving each other, just as Christ God forgave you.
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